Marin always believed that success came at a cost?sacrifices were necessary, discipline was everything, and rest was for the weak. In a world obsessed with being both pretty and productive, she pushed herself beyond her limits, convinced that if she just worked harder, looked better, and achieved more, she would finally feel enough.

But the pursuit of perfection is a slippery slope. What begins as ambition turns into obsession. Skipped meals become routine, exhaustion is ignored, and the pressure to be the ideal woman becomes unbearable. As Marin chases an impossible standard, her world begins to unravel, forcing her to confront a question she has spent years avoiding:

Who is she without the constant need to prove herself?

The Double P is a raw and emotional journey through the weight of expectation, the dangers of glorifying hustle culture, and the quiet, painful reality of self-destruction. But it is also a story of hope?of learning to slow down, to let go, and to accept that sometimes, just being is enough.

For anyone who has ever felt trapped by the need to be everything?this book is for you.