New York City - an endless maelstrom of people, lights and sluggish hustle and bustle that quickens the pulse of those who still hope. But for him, the young protagonist of this story, the city has long since degenerated into a place of indifference and false cynicism. Behind the glittering facades and stylish coffee shops, he has lost any illusion that anything real or meaningful is still waiting for him here.

Dulled and almost mechanical, he lives two lives: The one his family and college expect of him, and a secret one dedicated solely to his deepest desires. A mental balancing act that leaves him more and more numb every day. In fleeting encounters and half-hearted dates, he searches deep inside for what he no longer dares to hope for - a spark, a true passion, perhaps even true love that could change everything.

But is it really still possible to find the unexpected in the midst of the grey monotony of everyday life? And if so, would he even be able to recognise it before it slips away again?

A gay erotic romance with explicit scenes.