This short story follows Alan, a young, inexperienced man pining for every kind of love, existing in sadness and want. He meets a gentleman named John at the dog park, when John notices some interesting pins on Alans bag, and invites him to a very unique dinner party. Alan is hesitant, but desperate to try anything to not feel as he has, for so very long. Follow Alan, as he has his first experiences as a gay man, in the BDSM community.