Katty writes in her journal-an unused journal from Gamma's closet. "Who am I?" She gulps and the answers flow from her pen. "Mom." More. "Abuser. Druggie. Addict. Murderer." Who is she without booze? The babies gather. Angels and demons gather. She and Bea are trapped, homeless, and forced to live with cousin, Noell. But when the courts demand she take Bea to see her dad, Phil, in prison with Deputy Mark escorting them, Katty has to confront the fear in herself. She has to fight the evil-the evil with Phil and the evil lies Katty has believed her whole life-and learn who she really is.